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Coast to Coast
03:32
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I lay here
Disfigured by the chains
Unspoken
Just hush don't call their names
If they hear you you'll be dead
Those who speak shall pay their debts
Hide your worries hide regrets
Heed my warning friend
I try hold them back
buried deep inside my head
Over and over again
I thought if I did that
I would never feel scared
But it's still the same
I'm losing all my sanity
My soul just withers gradually
Don't know if I can make it
You might just need to follow me
So when I drop dead
You'll be standing right there
With a shovel in your hand
Digging me a shallow grave
Every single day
I'm running coast to coast
I'm running end to end
Just chasing after a ghost
I'll always be close
But never getting there
Evey single day
I'm running till I can't
I'm running till the life
Is drained right out of me
I'll always be chasing
But never getting there
I lay here
Disfigured by the chains
Unspoken
Just hush don't call their names
I try keep my cool
Try to keep my mind set
I try forgetting everything
That gets me upset
I try and try and try
To no avail
I fake the smile
My heart has gone pale
I try hold them back
buried deep inside my head
Over and over again
I thought if I did that
I would never feel scared
But it's still the same
I'm losing all my sanity
My soul just withers gradually
Don't know if I can make it
You might just need to follow me
So when I drop dead
You'll be standing right there
With a shovel in your hand
Digging me a shallow grave
I'll always be chasing
But never getting there
Every single day
I'm running coast to coast
I'm running end to end
Just chasing after a ghost
Evey single day
I'm running till I can't
I'm running till the life
Is drained right out of me
I'll always be close
I'll always be chasing
But never getting there
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2. |
Codependent
04:52
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I can't ever seem to let myself be a
happy person only leaning on my own self for once
always have to be like this my god there's no compromise
I can't ever seem to shake the feeling
that i'm such a useless waste of space and time
I'm too much and all
Always needing someone else to ever feel useful
every cell in my brain
will muster every sick thought
telling me I'm a waste
Crush my skull in with a rock
Every bone in my body
will ache me to no end
I will look for an end
that end will surely end me
I don't see myself
hanging in there anymore
what you see isn't me
hanging in there anymore
that's just my corpse
I need you more than you'll ever know
I need you more than I'll ever show
I'll hold on to each word you say
if you don't want me I don't want me too
I'll cling to you i won't let you go
if you don't care what's there to live for
My whole self worth every part of me
every breath I take is attached to you
You will never know how much you influence
every single moment of this excuse I call a life
every single second spent with you is my paradise
I can't ever seem to get a grip tell me
how pathetic am I I'm too broken to even see
this might be the reason when I text you're ignoring me
every cell in my brain
will muster every sick thought
telling me I'm a waste
Crush my skull in with a rock
Every bone in my body
will ache me to no end
I will look for an end
that end will surely end me
I don't see myself
hanging in there anymore
what you see isn't me
hanging in there anymore
that's just my corpse
I need you more than you'll ever know
I need you more than I'll ever show
I'll hold on to each word you say
if you don't want me I don't want me too
I'll cling to you i won't let you go
if you don't care what's there to live for
My whole self worth every part of me
every breath I take is attached to you
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